すみませんでした。
This is a disaster.
I wonder what’s the point of studying for an instance.
What’s the use when you did study, things end up the same exactly like when u didn’t.
Even when u gave all out that you could do,it end up the same.
And that effort seems to vanish together with the little spark of hope.
Efforts are not always being appreciated, by people,by destiny.
The fruit is the only ting that sparks and eats the light from sides.
In reality,things doesn’t go your way all the time, well for me, this aint the first time things go against me, but it happens all the time.
I don’t understand why things tend to work this way for me.
But I could only say that no matter how much I dissapointed others, the biggest disappointment is right in me.
The scolding, the eyes I see, the reaction I receive, means nothing at all.
I’m not going to give any excuse no more.
Because I know I did my best. And this is what get.
Something I don’t think I deserve.
I’m definitely not disappointed with myself this time,but destiny.
And feeling sorry for myself of not even given a chance to proove what I’ve actually given.
I felt numb, heartbroken inside.


From the bottom of my heart, I would love to say,

FUCK YOU!!!